WHO REALLY LOVES ME.?Who between this two set of preachers,really loves me? Who can you say,loves me the most? I am asking you(my readers) this question because I believe that you would have the right answers to my questions.
Between my pastor and this Facebook preacher,who do you think,truly loves me?
I am a prostitute. I sell my body for money. Everyone in my church knows that I am a prostitute. They don’t judge me. They always tell me that Jesus loves me but they will never tell me that Jesus hates my sin. They will never tell me to repent and neither do they warn me about hell. They always shower praises on me without chastising me for my sins. They make me so comfortable in my sin.
I am a corrupt politicians yet a worker in church. I syphon monies meant for the masses to my private account. My pastor knows I am a corrupt politician. But he has never preached any message that will make me uncomfortable in my sins. He collects my tithes and always pray that God will enlarge my coast,so that I will bring in more tithes despite the fact tha he knows that my tithes are proceeds of corruption.
I go to church a sinner and I come back a sinner because my pastor does not preach against sin and neither does he warns me about the dangers of hell.
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I am a chorister in the church. And my girlfriend is a fellow chorister. Before we go for midweek service,we always have sex in my house. Once we are through, we go for the midweek service for ministration.
On Sunday after ministration in church,we go to my house to fornicate again and the only reason why we are bold to do this evil is because our pastor don’t preach against sin. He is even aware that we the choristers are dating ourselves yet he does not rebuke us instead his messages makes us feel like God is not bothered about our sins. It’s as though we will still make heaven as fornicators.
But since when I met this other female preacher on Facebook. Things are no longer the same. Everytime he preaches my heart is always beating fast because I am guilty of the things he is speaking against.
Her messages makes me to see how filthy I am before God in my sins.
Her messages, makes me to be very conscious of the fact that hell is waiting for me after my death except I repent now.
It is as though,if I die now,I will fall into an unquenchable fire. Ahhh this is not a joke o. Every time I read her message on Facebook,my conscience begins to trouble me. My conscience is tormenting me seriously. Right now I am done with prostitution. I want to live my life for God because I don’t want to go to hell.
Ever since I started reading the message of that female preacher on Whatsapp.I have not been able to sleep well at night because a voice keeps telling me,that if i don’t repent from my masturbation and i die,i will burn in hell. Therefore I have made up my mind to repent as fast as possible.
I read the post of the preacher three days ago and ever since then my heart has begun to beat so fast as though it wants to explode. I feel so guilty in my heart for the monies I stole as a politician. I am no longer at peace. I have made up my mind to return the monies I stole Because I am so conscious of the fact that anything can happen to me now and if I die in my sins,I am going straight to hell hence I have made up my mind to repent.
The very first day I read the message of that preacher. I knew that am a confirmed candidate for hell and so I repented and I have forwarded the message to my fellow chorister. I have broken our relationship. No more FORNICATION.
Now tell me,I am begging you,that is reading this post,please tell me,between my pastor and this female preacher on-line,who truly loves me.
Is it my pastor that knows that if I die,I will go to hell yet he refuse to warn me about hell or the Facebook or Whatsapp preacher that told me to repent or get ready to burn in hell.
The same pastor who says that it is not good to judge sinners and that Christians should show the sinners love and not scare them with message of hell,will never allow his own son to marry me a prostitute.
The very moment his son tells him that am his fiancee,that very moment he will remember that I am a prostitute. He will remember that I have aborted several unwanted pregnancies and I am not good enough to be his son’s wife yet he did not preach for me to repent from my sins.
The same pastor who says,don’t judge the sinners with messages of hell. The same pastor that says let preach love to the sinners,will never agree to sign as a shortee for me to be released from prison,after I have been arrested for money laundering as a politician yet he refused to warn me to repent from my sins. Once I am arrested,he will never want to identify with me yet he says he loves me.
The same pastor who knew that I was fornicating with a fellow chorister and refused to tell us to repent Because he believes it is not right to judge the sinner,would not hesitate to judge me or condemn me or even cut off my neck or break my head with a bottle,if he finds out that I have inpregnated his daughter.
Without MINCING words,I know who truly loves me. It is the preacher who knows that am a sinner and warned me against my sins and told me to repent otherwise I would perish in hell,that truly loves me.
I rest my case. Shalom