Reality; I Truly wants to stop masturbating but……

Hi 👋 Felician ,Keep me anonymous as usual. I’m an shs 2 student going to shs 3 Next year and I have a confession to make.When I was in jhs,my friends and I always had a secret room where we hid and did all the naughty stuff which is watching porn,harassing girls and talking dirty.So a friend of mine introduced us to masturbation and we tried it and that was when I had my first ejaculation and from that day I never ceased to watching porn and masturbating to it. Because of this I find it very hard to talk to girls and has also made me anti social. I’ve had one girlfriend who completed shs this year and anytime she is near me we do all the naught stuffs and after that I go back to watching porn and masturbating. This is really troubling me.Why am saying is that it makes girls seem so useless to me and after breaking up with my girl I have no intention of going in for another girl. I really wanna stop buh anytime I make my mind not to masturbate and I see anything that relates to sex it gets me started and I masturbate. I really want to stop buh can’t .Pls any advice or help for your lil bro.

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